Wednesday, December 9, 2009

new crush

you know what i love? the feeling of a new crush...

i love the feeling you get when you walk into class and see them. you know what feeling i'm talking about. the one where your stomach gets all butterflyie, and you instantly smile and say hi to them, and when they say hi back your heart skips a beat? yeah. thats great.

i love getting to know them. unwraping each and every complicated fiber that they are composed of. its like a drug, the more you know, the more you want to know, which just leads you to want to know more. its a never ending cycle. and just when you think you know everything, you learn something new.

i love the looks they give you. wheather they like you or not, you are both getting to know each other, and each look is new. which makes it all the more special. i especialy like the "oh my gosh a'lea. you are so crazy" look. its diffrent for everyone, but the basis of the it is still the same.

i love the new friends you get to know because of them. because usualy you'll meet one that you can crush on too, and then you get to have doubble the enjoyment.

but mostly, i love how everything is new with a crush. every look, every detail, every conversation is new. and i will always love that. i will always love having a new crush. its change, its fun, but mostly its a time to make new friends.