ahhh.. it feels good to be happy again! it feels good to look at the world and see the best again. it feels good, to no longer have anything tieing me down! it feels good to flirt with the hottie in my computer tech class, it feels good to talk to old friends, and it feels good to have my brothers gone!! jk, well, not quite. it feels AMAZING to experiance the cold again, its awsome that i had BBQ chicken pizza for dinner, and you know whats even greater? i've finally decided that 15 is too young to be worked up over stupid drama!!! it won't matter in a week anyways! besides, when i'm 20, i'm going to look back on all of this and say "wow. i can't believe i was ever that shallow!" so why even get worked up? sure one of my best friends isn't talking to me, but, so what? i still have five more! or is it six? hmmmm... lets count this out...
Chelsea, mckell, shania, spencer, kason, and zack.. yep! thats six! but you know what? i owe these people some MAJOR thanks! they have all been there for me when everyone else ran away, they pulled me back into reality, and pushed me into imagination, these people have each taught me diffrent valuable lessons! chelsea taught me that no one EVER has the right to tell you what to do. Mckell taught me that even though boys are stupid, you should just let yourself like them. Shania showed me how to have fun, with out "breaking the rules". kason taught me that no matter what life throws at you, just remember that god and the people closest to you love you. and finaly zack... zack taught me how to insult someone with out ACTUALY insulting them. :D i love you all!!! and, well, i don't even want to think what i would do without you. and i know i can be over dramatic, and overly sarcastic, but you guys love me any ways, right? you know what makes me laugh? i don't think any of them will read this. but hey! it feels good just to write it. i love all my best friends, and hope you will never leave me!
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