i'm only fifteen....

why is it, that at age fifteen, i feel like this?
why is it, that at age fifteen, i've been heart broken three times?
why is it, that at age fifteen, i've lost my home, a friend, and some family members?
why is it, that at age fifteen, i'm totaly and completely in love with a guy who loves another girl, that treats him like crap?
why is it, that at age fifteen, i have been the rebound girl for three diffrent scum bags?
why is it, that at age fifteen, i've gotten over the two scum bags, but i just can't seem to shake the feelings for the third, even though he doesn't even like me?
and why is it, that at age fifteen, i have to go through this?

the reason is simple: i brought it upon my self.